manda panda

2007-02-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

AUDREY JASINTHA CLAIRE CHOO WAN YEE IS THE BEST GF EVER (:
SHE WINS MY GAYS AKA KEITH AND LARRIS.
SHE'S MY SHOULDER AND MY ASS.

spastic la.
audrey doesn't know how to blog for other people.
good luck to the readers,
manda's blogs bound to call it quits!

hahhhaah

2007-02-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

tell me is school like THEBOMB now or what?
tests tests tests all
FAIL man
this is one hectic week
or so the teachers have made it out to be
BUT all is over
test after test today
finished em' all
what a great way to end the day(:

sports day is coming up
kewl or whatzX?
missed out on all the excitement last year
not gna miss it this year(:

life is mundane
yet tiring
maybe oneday
we'll see the simplicity of it all
&things will be easier

wah sad news aye
STUDENT LEADERSHIP CAMP CLASHES WITH EVERYTHING):
9,10,11th MAR!
no more stargazing,photo taking&picnic
&andrea we can't watch the play on 11th anymore):
GAH
nvm another time(:

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it

2007-02-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

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TODAY WAS AN EXCITING DAY (:
END OF THE KILLER WEEKDAYS
START OF COOL WEEKENDS
PITY THEY'RE SHORT :/

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried
To write over and over again.
I'm awake in
The infinite cold,
But you sing to me
Over and over and over again.
So I lay my head back down,
& I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
ONLY HOPE.

do they have
radios in heaven?
this is what i'll do
i'll bring my guitar
when my time is up
&i'll sing it for YOUU

2007-01-30T17:35:00.001+08:00

the internet can sometimes be suchan ASSSSSS
blogger images hung& ZAPPPPPPPPPP
everything on screen disappeared
END OF STORY):

trail&error
trail&error
you get sick&tired
of it after a while
but so long as you keep on trying
error or not
you've emerged a WINNER(:

the sweet package of starting over
definitely does NOT consist of
throwing over all friends who are true to you
constantly on the search for
a new place a new stance a new stand
yet always starting from square one
sounds like a great new life
without a flawless past?
NOT AT ALL!

more like running away yeah.

we've drifted apart
sometimes it's difficult
to look you in the eye
&talk things through with you
shared bitchy times with each other
drift,patch back
drift,patch back
.....................
sometimes the cycle goes on & on
good or bad?
real or reel?
i don't know
all i know is
we never lost hope(:

i'd like to be a kid all over again
picture this:
all of us pals
so happy together
we'd all hold hands
like nobody's business
no worries no self consciousness
where at the start of the day
the smallest things seemed major
but by night ever fault is forgotten
&we wake up the next morning
believing that we're all the best of friends

XOXOXO

2007-01-30T17:35:00.000+08:00

the internet can sometimes be suchan ASSSSSS
blogger images hung& ZAPPPPPPPPPP
everything on screen disappeared
END OF STORY):

trail&error
trail&error
you get sick&tired
of it after a while
but so long as you keep on trying
error or not
you've emerged a WINNER(:

the sweet package of starting over
definitely does NOT consist of
throwing away all friends who are true to you
constantly on the search for
a new place a new stance a new stand
yet always starting from square one
sounds like a great new life
without a flawless past?
NOT AT ALL!

2007-01-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

THIS IS ONE LONG OVERDUE POST!
2weeks ago family went over to m'sia for a great big bday feast(:
yummy to the core man
catch up with all the childhood friends yet again
esp rachel(:

25th was daddy's birthday
great grand ago all already
still looks as young(:
ilove

& it was charmiane booby's birthday tooo
HER SWEET SIXTEEN slightly legal
still as sweet i love her!

27th was youth rally(:
not bad started not as well but it ended fine
gay's house for quality time after that
&we partied cos it's his birthday!
SEXY SEVENTEEN YO
you're still gay but humour's gone up notches man
love life getting interesting(:
wah sound like horoscope huh
HAHA

yet another explicit display
spectacular!feast you eyes
&realise how imp photoshop can be(:

NOW IT'S MONDAY
&I HAD BAD CASE OF MONDAY BLUESSSSSSSSSSS
):
that snowhite of andrea gets somebrunt in the rain
cool or what?revolution

but lunch with larris keith audrey was awesome(:
poor keith lost his phone
but he got high all over again ranting on stuffs *gringrin
haha
&audrey asked me out for valentines(:
wah sehh booked in advance poop!
hey keith so many people risking their lived for YOU man
touched?
audrey see you on sat in your amour suit
i'mma try on the bullet vest(:

MORE PHOTOS TO COME
XOXOXO

2007-01-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

uncle tim left yesterday night):
everything was fine&dangy
when we were on our way there
eating laughing playing
but the departure gates
were a presentation of goodbye
tears&affirmations
'dont look dont look'!

the load road home
shut out from all distractions
left me reeling from the sudden fact
i guess it just comes,hits you & finally sinks it
i hope aunty dot gets on fine tho(:
i'm here for you!

so everyday i pray
for the world to be a better place
&every day i work
to please the criterias of this world
still everyday
i cannot turn off the lights
without worries
without what ifs

i'm drained
drained drained drained
confused & not pleased with myself
GRRR
.

they say;
GOD iS IN THE RAIN

2007-01-14T18:06:00.000+08:00

Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you

friday was lil one's naughty ninth birthday
we sure had fun even tho this year's celebration was at home(:
PRESENTSPRESENTS CARDS CARDS ALL!

thursday was anthony's SEXY SEVENTEEN
lunched with desmond jeremy drey bernard
coolest card ever,letters&framed picture yeaah(:

wednesday was cheryl's FAT FIFTEEN
nah more like FABULOUS FIFTEEN!
she's as skinny as always&loving the thong i'm sure(:
HAHA

last sunday was sher squashy's LEGAL EIGHTEEN
OOOH bet she had a smily great jello time(:

XOXOXO

2007-01-14T17:37:00.000+08:00

i miss 2U ):
do they miss me too?
no?

i still miss them all the same!
missing puzzle piece
HAHA

i'm missing out on my dear friends' soccer match now):
GAH oh well
sure they'll do well anyway
my spirit's with them yo!

2007-01-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

you SAY you know me
&that's why you're out ot pick on me
?
i'm me
you're you
that's your style of handling matters
this is mine
i work better like this
this spce is mine
i'll stand&speak for it myself
it won't hurt you

*it's not your self-acclaimed burden

thank you for raining on my parade

2007-01-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

GREAT FOOD
HOT DRINKS
HAPPY PEOPLE
(:

school been hanging around for the past 2 days now
just 2 short days huh
yet it feels sooooo long
hard time keeping my eyes wide open
who can when all we do is
have mass morn talks in bad sitting positions
new subjects new teachers
glad all the teachers are nice ones(:
some sweet too!
poor andrea got a seriously uneccessary thrashing
up&down from mrs tian today whaaaao
if you were anywhere in the hall you'd hear it
that was how roaring it was GRR :/

new year countdown was spent with the loved ones as usual(:
party at home with the wardens&friends
really really glad&surprised
that yvonne&anson came(:
all the way from m'sia whoa
went down later&countdowned
it was crazzzzzzzy
danced like poopoos non-stop
screaming we want more OH YEAH
audrey&i tried the 'i'm going under move'
but failed
looks like we gotta work on those biceps there! THATS SOME COOL FRUYO DRINK
someone got their hands on the recepie(:

more pictures to come
now time for slumber
it's........

school AGAIN tmr

XOXOXO

2006-12-31T00:09:00.000+08:00

more than just memories(:

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!
I HOPE YOU FUN (:

tmr's like new year's eve yo

but there's like no feeling?
terrible but whatever
gna cook up a storm tmr at audrey's house(:
with bernard keith&larris
turns out great or not
i'm sure we'll have fun
cooking our own lunch too(:
i'm more excited bout the cooking then the party actually!
all that boozeeee

sounds nasty

taste great(:
no more bad tasting scotch

can't wait for new year hang outs

with the clique!
fish&chips(:

MMMMMHHHHHHMMMMMMMM

second thoughts
change of mind
those come easy
but it's not that easy

for us to compromise

as much as you're losing it
i'm losing you
maybe only now
am i realising

DANG

2006-12-29T17:57:00.000+08:00

sometimes you don't know
how much you want smthg
till it's gone
&when it is you're left broken
with those tears coming at night
so you found out today
that your life's not quite the same
not quite as perfect as it was yesterday
&i know it hurts
&i know you feel torn
but you never gave up this easily before
so why choose today
to give it all away?

your eyes are placed in front
for it's more imp to look ahead
then it is to look back

xoxoxo

2006-12-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

all i want for christmas is you(:
AWESOME!

2006-12-27T20:40:00.001+08:00

1st day of christmas-monday!
pigged-out at some lunch thing at uncle rapheal's house
yummy fun(:
zoomed to m'sia for a lil visiting to old friends
came back for a movie with clique!
it was great mannnn
night at the musuem(:
funny if you're into the cutsey humour kinda thing
but at the same time not without a clear storyline
AWESOME!
&walking home with that marcus was funnaye!

2nd day of christmas
was spent with the family(:
went for another movie HAHA
curse of the golden flower
cool fruyo flim!
it's scary how a family held up so high could fall so quickly
how all the external trimmings they have
of family values prove only for show
surrounding themselves with nothing for temptation
it's no wonder there's so much deceit
after that was more shopping!
all i bought was underwear X/finally
dined at crystal jade
woah long time no visit that expensive place man!
yummy!
but tsk there was an unsightly sight
mr live in the same block was out with his mistress yet again
what's wrong with you yo!

dang i'm in this incredibly crap class now!
like nerds&steppers please
oh well bye bye 2006 dear friends
not as much time spent tgt anymore i guess
at least andrea's following me(:
gosh that's such a gift from GOD
she is a gift(:
hello to 2007 soon
terrible or awesome is left to be discovered
&for me live it(:

can't wait for friday!
there's this unbelievable craving for FISH&CHIPS(:

2006-12-27T14:04:00.000+08:00

all that love
thanks!its irreplaceable
<3

Music Video:HAPPY CHRISTMAS (WAR IS OVER) (by Sarah McLachlan)
Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

unto us a CHILD is born
who is that man i wna shake his hand(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS
&MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD!
12 days of celebration man(:
definitely not just a one-off thing!
last minute preparations for cards&such was sucha killer please
hardly slept a wink for those
&last minute shopping is BAD
but still as fun definitely(:
went shopping with laurie&audrey but bought nothing for my dear self
goodness gracious
thank god for audrey!
she got THAT pretty hot dress we spotted for me at the last minute(:

christmas this year wasn't spent as grandly as last year
no big-bang party or anything
but great as usual!
spent it with EVERYONE
ended it with 4 girls&i gay(:

thank you everyone for the gifts&cards
heart-warming messages too<3

thanks lexine for that lovely framed picture of us!
like the frame our friendship will always glitter even in darkness yeah?
thanks audrey for being there yet again this christmas!
helping me&all!
you're always there man,whether things are smelly or sweet(:
whether our friendship needs a letter or not,yours is coming up soon!
love our lil bear dance!
thanks keith for erm rushing back to join us girls haha
you better get my card done quick quick but thanks for ther wishes&hugs anw(:
thanks nessa for the reassuring card once again,i've missed you!
thanks larris for the affirmation yeah(:
yeah you used the right word there,everything is nothing but AMAZING
you were emo that night i dont know why
but hope you're fine now(:
thanks desmond for the telepathy haha
we've grown in our friendship yes(:
much more to come.i'm not that heavy okay
&you could have realised earlier that we do have a photo tgt
but ah it's the thought that counts!
thanks jeremy for the cool funny letter(:
it just proves that simplicity beats everything else!
thanks marcus for your sweet words
&that necklace(:
you're funny you butch!
thanks ant for that sweet card(:
the revelation that came all the way from penang haha!
you could have used a more glam picture of me
but it's the thought that counts
thanks for the affirmation&you know you're special too!

more gatherings to come!
&clique in school!
your presents are coming soon(:

2006-12-11T11:54:00.000+08:00

finally back from youth camp!
is that good or is that bad?
the 5 days at the camp flew by really fast
too fast maybe
the dorms were surprisingly dah best
&the company i had put me on the top of the world(:
as much as we had fun tgt
we shared&cared for each other
things we never knew we had inside ourselves started to surface over the days
we made commitments to each other
we prayed for each other
we hiked together
&i got 2 big bruised toes now):
GAHH
everyone knew that it was never too late to make a new friend
&i made many new friends
strengthened friendships with others too!
i miss penang now
the camp
the food
the people
the fun
wasn't use to sg when i first came back
weird feeling
AWESOME! that i slept all the way in the bus
&was still able to go for soccer match meeting&blah blah after that(:

NOW PICTURES WILL COME LATER!

content&happy
some things dont have to change(:

&so ytd was CONFIRMATION for the sec 4's
great sight to celebrate!
congrats to them
&wish them well
super-di-duper happy for them!

2006-11-30T15:59:00.000+08:00

woke up darn early today for school
630am!
okay 645(:
it was grandparent's day
&we were suppose to do the usual thing we always do
it was not as boring as i thought
it was kinda good actually
they were great
nothing like grouchy old hags(:
far from it
there was this old lady i danced with
haha
she's what i wanna be like when i'm old
super young at heart
&cooool
she's not afraid to try anything new
like an annoying school dance

last night was the finale of the drama workshop
for the lil kiddos!
not very grand indeed
but nice enough
even the food was nice!
by the kids for us
how sweet(:
they did great
i mean they actually composed their own songs
&dance&bopped around the stage
ADORABLE(:

but some parents
simply do not know how to appreciate such things!
a certain lime-green shirt woman sitting in front of me
was being totally annoying
dissing "the way the in charges handled the event"
ranting about it to the woman beside her
(who had absolutely no problems)
how disorganise everything was
&how bad the food were
hello!
the kids got to eat
fish&chips,spagetthi&all the other blah blah good food
including HIGH tea too!
i envy them
complain for what?

HIYAH!
you sweet friends are getting confirmed real soon(:
don't fret!
sometimes it's safer to think bad thoughts
but it makes your hair grey
sooooooo think happy thoughts
i'll be praying for you guys <3

2006-11-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

i pray to GOD you hear my heart beating

one thing's clear
right now
maybe it's you
but it's definitely not him
another thing's sweet
the things you do
&the way you make my heart skip
but the damn thing that's in the way
is me&my procastination

i don't wanna become like you
you're like a piece of hard candy
yes hard candy
all sweet&appealing on the outside
tempting as people look upon you
but inside you're so screwed up
i think something went wrong chmically or something
i tried to help you
i'm still trying
but dont push me away PLEASE.

2006-11-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

most of the weekends were spent in m'sia!
though weekends are actually
nothing special to me right now
that i'm actually having hols(:

it was suppose to be a shopping
&catching up with the childhood friends kinda thing
whihc ended up real gooooood
i even ended up buying
2 tops,shoes& a cool deal of a belt(:
i even caught up on the great food
&swhuper great deals there is there!

esp since the exchange rate is damn good now(:
nah not the same ol' wanton mee&laksa all over again
but i the bestest jap food buffet there
which sings rock on!

i gorged&gorged
we ate maki after maki
raw fish after raw fish
soup after soup
soba,ramen alllllll
GOSH these jap food
actually made me feel both healthy
&sinful at the same time!

we gorged to the right
&we gorged to the left
&we gorged&we gorged&we gorged all night!
cos even eating so much at the buffet
cldnt get us that full

you cant shop for nuts!
all you know how to do is run away from shops!
drink big starbuck drink all
&sit ard complaining of leg aches
you ah pek(:

now why in the world would i post a photo of a
ding dong door knob?
not for no particular reason of cos
you see this is the door knob in that jap restaurant
&it is a baddddd doorknob too
it cheats people's feelings you see
to cut the story short the door actually took a lil peep open
when i was freaking to my business
so i freaked out!
but luckily my dear friend was there to cover for me(:
if not i would have dieddddddddd
plus the toilet was unisex maybe):

no i wasn't being dumb really
it's just that the lock looked like it was locked you see
but actually it isn't?
locked for the door actually meant
sinking into the lock triple deep!

GRRRR
ARGH

hello mummy
&aunty annie!
we all still remember the
dardarrr name-calling days(:

sweet lil childhood friend!
yvonne(:
all the carefree times we had last time
ahh not forgotten
&still relieved with the few times a year trips i make to jb
the young times when i'd shuffle to jb every week(almost)
&you'd come in to spore sometimes
for memorable lil trips to the zoooooo
to ice creams shops&swimming pools
they all meant so much
they are absolutely still vivd in my mind
the pulau besar trips
pulau tioman too!
chinese new year visitations!
you me rachel anson!
sometimes audrey would come over too(:
HAH
those times when you were still sooo young
&poo poo maybe whiny too!
then we'd play musical chairs&pass the parcel without you):
&oh the never passed up trips to starhill!
WOOT
the slides the sand&even the same old music again&again(:
everytime we meet whether after 6 mths or a year
we never fail to chat non-stop
till dawn!

we had so many great moments
&some bad ones too
but i'll always remember the love
&forget the hate

cos you guys are hot sexy(:
RAWRRAWRR
ohhh the crazy things we do tgt
crashing' that lil investiture
with our flower in the ear(:
it'd be great to all roll around again
doing whatever we do to each other
maybe another chalet soon!
&when we see each other sooner or later
like 15 yrs maybe?
i'd be riding the yellow lamborghini
cassandra the red one
sally the ferrari
shiqian the erm i cannot remember what :/
&andrea the diamond studded BICYCLE!
topped with a red apple for the ring-a-ling bell(:
how snowhite does that sound?
HAHA.

arh i miss you guys!
):

no one really knows
what kind of bond we share
and even if i told them
they probably wouldn't care
but who cares what they care?

i tell you
you are a hero
you helped me see the light

xoxoxo

2006-11-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

today!
well we went "shopping " today
to art friend for good paint
haha,&both larris&i always thought that art friend
was like a glam big nice arty place
but ah we all know that it's anything but that!
&so we got what we wanted&walked around
we went chinatown too!
&so decided to look for the belts there
but it was a disappointment):
i shall try again!
3hours ago
larris would have been roaming bugis alone all
or at some library reading
HAHAHA :x

x'mas is coming?
oh yes it is(:
but i haven't been feeling much of the
"oh x'mas x'mas x'mas is coming!"
wonder why
but now that we're made so many plans to rock x'mas away(:
i'm starting to get the x'mas is coming all over again(:
carols by the street in the wee hours?YAY!
climbing up vivo's large thing-ies?I"M IN!
gazing&being with all the love-lies?YAY!
it's x'mas!
presents aren't the top piority you see!
it's how it's spent!

FALALALALALALAAA
<3

the walls between us keep building
you're givng up just cos you're not winning
but deep insidei know
there's something deeper within

2006-11-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.
It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.
In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it.
A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your Extroversion Profile:

Activity Level: Very High

Cheerfulness: Very High

Friendliness: Very High

Excitement Seeking: High

Sociability: High

Assertiveness: Medium

How Extroverted Are You?

2006-11-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

AHHH
SO LARRIS HAD HIS SWEET SIXTEEN YTD(:
LIKE FINALLY!

HAHA i sound like i'm already 16
BAH i'm far from it):
so he's legalised now for more stuffs
&the best part is how we all went out tgt for the whole day
&stayed-over later(:

Today was an e-ffing happy day
as you'll can see(:
audrey's done with her o levels!
larris has taken a spin on turning 16
&all we friends had an all day field trip together
like 14 hours of walking around tgt
around vivo,town
taking loads&loads of photogrphs
eating carl's jr all
having fun&fun&fun in every single shop!
sometime during december we're all going to the top of vivo again
to climb&to sing
to talk&to gaze (at stars)
&tsktsk at people making out there :/
i'd like to spend all night there(:
with them of cos!
then hopefully stayover at someone's(:
that's the way it should beeeee

i'm growing up with these people
&i'm planning to grow all grey&saggy with them too!

but i hope the gay brotherwieee will stay as he is!

xoxoxo

2006-11-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

you're a miracle
you million dollar baby(:
though you cheat alot at board games

very obviously too!

&no matter how many cold wars we have

i know that none of them could ever last even a day

&all those small lil notes

that we always write to each other

when we have those cold wars

HAHA.

we all know that you're selfish

but you're so adorable when you try to

butter us up&shimmy shimmy to get your way

so no matter how annoying

your weird metal rattlesnakes are

&no matter how i steal them

i still love you <3

though you cry for really weird reasons

at really weird times

thank you!

it's a gold&pink painted picture
it's a vision of lovliness
i knew i loved that baby before i met her
what we see on earth
is some twisted fate of possibilities
we never thought would be possible
&what we feel on earth is a sense of loss
we never knew we'd have to feel
at least not about a baby
we have yet to meet
but up in heaven
is a sweet truth of perfect destiny
the easy&honest way
cos that baby's made it to heaven
beating all of us to paradise(:

XOXOXO

2006-11-15T16:03:00.000+08:00

It's been a long unusual while that i haven't blogged ain't it(:

all i know is that today's a wednesday
which means i'm supposed to be at sentosa now
enjoying myself with my friends&brother arwin
who is leaving on the 20th(which is just 5?days away)
but NO,
here i am blogging after oh so long
wiping my nose with beautex tissue
drinking apples juice
&eating famous amos
cos i fell sick
OH OF ALL DAYS):
sorry nessa
i know we were supposed to window shop!

thursday
was the burial day of a sweet lil angel
SHE'S A SAINT
&i know that we all love her
cos she's perfect,sweet& a GIFT(:
later in the evening
i watched step up with meichi&phina
which was NICE
but this dance movie
seemed to have more of a storyline
than dance scenes which is something new
& can be both good & bad

haha it got audrey all jealous

friday
THIS WAS THE DAY(:
&i of all people had to arrive 3 hrs late for cassandra's chalet
it was at arenda,it was a nice small lil place(:
i was the last to arrive
&for some weird reason they couldn't stop calling me
TSK.
after my long-awaited arrival (shamelessly i believe i was they star*)
HAHA.
we all went wild wild wet
& AHA guess who we saw!
not exactly a very pleasant sight man
so we all got onto this ur-la-la family ride thing&swore to each other that
we would not scream cos it takes more than a long slide to make us scream (YA RIGHT)
haha.we scream anw(:
Slide up was this thing that slide you DOWN almost totally vertically
&then made you slide up again
gawd the thrill&pressure man!
I could feel my screams screaming back into me
the Tsunami Wave Pool thing was the major turn on(:
it was just plain fun trying to save each other
holding on to each other playing&having damnloads of fun
i got a great big shock though,
i was like practically floating into the danger zone
&i dint even know!
i threw myself off the float then
&swam back to safety
oh how brave manda how BRAVE(:
you knew you had that brave radar in you all along
HAHA.
we were all leaving the wave pool
when some random pui zais who came with their pui moois
shouted "AH PUI" to us
&covered themselves with the TRANSPARENT floats again
oh ya sure we dint see YOU.
after a while the rest decided to go back to bathe already
so it was just andre shiqian waiteng&me left behind
okay we almost had the whole themepark to ourselves(:
we just sat around in the wave pool talking&laughing but decided to leave
,seeing the weird pevert of a paedophile lurking about
well we went around the playground doing our own stupid
"stunts"on the slides.
only to realise that the lifeguard's whistling were meant for us
WHOOPS
BBQ was great too
i ate one toooo many sausages,stingray,but only a few chicken wings(:
pan shiqian actually gorged 10!
HAH.she feels fat but she is thin
andrea&i got bored so we decided to wander away to
BEN&JERRYS(:
oh they joy!
it was still early&they weren't closing anytime soon
so i opted for a lil sinful indulgence of dublin mudslide&some other chocolate thing.&there was this very normal looking young guy there who doesnt know what's a smoothie!
HAHA.is that funny or what?
we went back just in time for the channel 8 chinese drama,but oh it was getting boring again.
when i got a very unexpected phone call from a long time no see friend
so adam called&tim was there
both of them were like trying to tell me something,but dint dare to
&it sounded like something very BIG&BAD happened.till now i dunno what it is.oh well.so much for the 1am phone call too haha(:
HAVE FUN IN YOUR HOMETOWN MR.TAIWAN!
then again we wandered off to the country club looking for entertainment
ended up in the arcade with enru&suwenn,shooting hoops
GOSH!i dint know we had sucha flair for it
we were actually winning those people who looked like they go to arcades everyday(:
after a very long while we were back in the chalet
watching a late night sob movie
&that's where we got our lil quote of the day
HAHAHA.
andrea:amanda,i'm sleepy,what should i do?
amanda:'sniggers' erm,huh?sleep?
bimbo sial andrea
hilarious larh dee
after that everyone cept for andrea sat around on the bed gossiping&well just talking about more than gossip too actually.
there was this constant chatter in ghost stories too which scared the shits outta us&so we decided to stop.
gosh the one about jacobs still gives me the chills.
we just sat there talking from 1 to 6
which kept us all awake
(excluding andrea who was sleeping outside to the lulabby of majulah)
but gave me a backache
haha.

saturday
6am&waiteng me & shiqian were still having a lil tinge of this high high up the mountain feeling so shiqian decided to disturb andrea
i mean she's been sleeping for so long
time to wake up snowhite!
we did lil tree statue things & all
haha.
when andrea finally woke up,
the both of us disappeared to the country club's
nice seating areas again to discuss exculsive stuffs
HAHA.
&for her to catch up on the "sweet nothings"
we were talking bout all night&dawn the day before(:
later we went for breakfast,checked out,
went town with andrea&bought a nice new belt from lips(:
ate KFC(been resisting those cheesefries)
walked around more & then went home saw bestfriend
&so we sat down to talk
later we moved our lil talk to the coffeeshop for a lil drink
went home,wacthed i not stupid 2 & some other movie on MGM
&KNOCKED OUT FOR A GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP(:

sunday
mass.lunch.hello to audrey&peter again after a long while
&OH LAURIE'S BACK!
*GREAT BIG HEART MANNN<3
HAPPY BDAY TOO!
WAH WAH we all waited way too long for our chicken rice
&there was a weird guest at our table to which was really funny
after that the servers were gonna have their lil caroling practice
decided to help them get the office open or something but wasnt much of a help anw
so i went home home home to sleep(:

XOXOXO
I hardly blog lost posts bout what happened today
HAHA.

2006-11-06T20:53:00.000+08:00

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it's was painting day again all over again.
gosssssssssh i was having stomachache like so very terribly):but well i went down for painting late anw.
everything went on smoothly but the day ended really bad with bad news happening right smack in my face no thank you!
it's terribly the worse thing to ever to hear esp at a time like this):i hope that you get through it,everyone will be backing you up&more&more tries are awaiting you i'm sure.it's jut a trying time,just a trying time

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
faith never dies,it just grows

xoxoxo
GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD<3

2006-11-04T12:02:00.000+08:00

<3>

it's a bright&sunny
SATURDAY
(:

same old mundane saturday routines
which i can actually find joy in!
cant wait(:
i wanna wine&dine
with those friend-lies again!

i cant wait to go for a holiday trip now!
so many plans already(:
hopefully they all come true!
there's jarkata with godma,aunty teresa,drey,keith,bernard
probably phuket,shenzhen,hongkong(:
these places are like cheap thrills
cos they're all about SHOPPING&eating&the sun&the sights&the experiences&the loving(:

xoxoxo

*Some days I feel broke inside
but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'cause it's you I miss

2006-11-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

you see one million words

can't describe how it feels

to know your love
where did i go wrong?

i should have told you from the start

that we're closer than you think

when we're apart

nothing that i've tried

is as simple as this line

*you're my safest place to hide

sunshine after the rain

but who are you?

gosh some people are a real shut-down
like they potray themselves like that so whiny poo poos
which are sub-conciously begging me to vomit blood all over them):
it's time they grow out of their own lala land
cos they're not 3 year old toodlers anymore
hopefull they can feel that
not it'll just be to their loss
my my that one day of painting that one room
got my temperature rising literally
for the worng&unhealthy reasons
i seriously can't stand some people
who've joined the group for wrong reasons
we'll try to do something
or well you'll be insignificant in a while
i have no choice do i sunshine?
omg audrey(:
just hurry return from your o's okay
cos we're suppose to battle on the same side tgt rmb!
i scolded people already
but you're the one whose a natural at that(:
your forte lovely not mine!
i miss you already):
*oh&prissy
i'm glad i met you today
we had fun lying down on dirty floors
talking&sharing&laughing
after gosh so long
HAHA.

&dear gay&weak friends
you guys are back from nature
hope you had fun(:
mannnnnnnnnn
cant wait to see you guys
dishellved all
HAHA

2006-11-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

put your record on(:

As we go down life's lonesome highway
Seems the hardest thing to do
Is to find a friend or two
A helping hand - some one who understands
That when you feel you've lost your way
You've got some one there to say
I'll show you

No more hanging out
Cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound

Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves
Thinking life's not fair

today is super! stay home

laze&get fat day):

lunched for free at church too(:

ytd!

went sentosa with andreaaaaaaaaaa

&our initial wonder plan was to tan tan tan

get brown&glistering under the sun all

BUT cos we had to go to school first to submit our subject combination form,our wonder plan was devastatingly delayed ):

and to add to that i had to meet my friend at 1!

tada!

so i came home neither tanned nor burned

but feeling a lil great

cos i had the sea,sun&friend for a while

discovered vivo's pool thing on the top floor,which i believe is extremely cool&pretty at night(:

too bad we cldnt stay for long,cos i had to cut my hair

oh yes i finally snipped off my hair HAHA.

for a moment i was really convinced to go back to my primary school china doll hairstyle,which was a failed dare by my friend,HAHA.soon soon(:

maybe we'll all go vivo on 20th night

&maybe we can have roti prata midnight supper then too! jalan jalan,see sunset together,eat good food all is a must(:OH stayover too.

HAH i'm gonna try working on my HCL

for the sake of my parents this hol

oh cassandra!

you''re having your chalet

cant wait mannnnnnnnn(:

we're gonna have a blast there i think

no i KNOW

partaye the night away

dance oursleves sexaye

eat&drink till we tire out

burn out&get FEI

cant wait to see the others again!

oh hey

&i had a carl's jr meal treat too(:

i was happier to sink into their burger then to get that treat actually,AHH it's really big yeaaaaah.but i'mma BIG .

i'm starting to think up hot images of that black dress my friend was raving to me about(:

& i'm getting all BLACK&WHITE

I'M HAPPY(:

well you see

THAT pull&bear top is still sitting on the racks

waiting for ME!to grab them home

home is where they belong

&home is MY wardrobe

AH soon

money shall tumble in(:

Yesterday, you asked me something

I thought you knew.

So I told you with a smile

'It's all about you'

Then you whispered in my ear and you told me to,

Say 'If you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you''

In the arms of the Angel;
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the Angel;
May you find some comfort here

it's only temporary
i think i'm fumbling to estacy
&thats bad
cos you know it
you know it's addictive

*i saw you through
a grapevine

2006-10-31T16:43:00.000+08:00

&for my shelthered friend timmy boy!

you're probably tucked far far away in some jungle in friendly m'sia now,separated from civialisation&people you'll miss*

but for the sake of chocolates&caps

you know you'll suvive(:

2006-10-31T15:50:00.000+08:00

the whole school term's over!
exams done&scripted!
results out too
rejoiced&cried over!
bygones have become bygones
fights with each other
have had everyone appeared victorious(:
thanks to a lil understanding.

pictures have been taken
lockers have been cleared
cos we're all moving over
to different classes next year):

gosh
thank you my dear
2UNITY for all that you've done(:
i know we were all always ready to be pillars for one another,pweeny or major the problem may be!

i'm gonna miss the whole big darling lot of you<3
even those smart asses going for IP next year):

i told you not to fall for me

now i wish the tables turn

cos i hurt myself by hurting you

2006-10-30T18:53:00.000+08:00

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

just when i'm on the brink

of telling you everything

&find out if we could work something out

i realise how you&i

are stuffed with pride

it's funny how obstinate we can get

though we want to know

what it is exactly we both want

all i want now is to map out

a plan with you

even a rough plan will do

cos it seemed like

plan A: running away

couldn't work out

it probably never would

i had enough of making you bleed

&stashing a huge pile

of unsolved mysteries in OUR hearts

of why we could never face up

*maybe i've loved you all along

xoxoxo

2006-10-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

i never promised you a ray of light
i never promised there'd be sunshine everyday
i'd give you everything i have
it could be bad
&yeah i make mistakes
&i may even sin
but i'm only human
&that's my saving grace
but i just wanna love you

next time he cheats

boy it won't be on me

just let it go

&i'll break it down slowly

for one&only

YOUU

2006-10-25T13:14:00.000+08:00

friday
i took my much awaited trip to vivocity!
but it wasn't that great a place anw.
really it's not that big&the shops are like all too branded for my modest pocket):
but oh i love the forever 21 shop there
&as you can andrea&i took many photos of almost everything we tried there
&as funny people we actually bought a top that we did not try,haha. but i'm happy with that top(aunty lily likes it ALOT)haha

you see this black&white top?

it may mean nothing to you,

but i like it alot alot (:

sadly it's 70 bucks cos it's from pull&bear

soooooooooooo

i cant afford it.YET?

saturday

well it's the same usual thing i go around doing on a sat(:

it's the few routine tasks but i find joy in them!

meeting.catclass.home.suppose to meet bestfriend for dinner,but we all ate tgt!servers,lexine,me(: the servers did a skit which was not promoting gays couples but their games day,but some people just think otherwise haha.

&oh desmond looks awesome in my jacket i know (:

went to the soccer court for like 5 mins&headed to peter house.&then my superstar came to my house(:

sunday

my bags were not packed,i had no clue what to bring&whatsoever but at that impromtu moment i decided to follow the car to chalet& come back at night just to go to school for 3 hrs the next morning.is that dumb or what? but it was a lazy sunday afternoon like none other cept for the fact that we were at a gloriously large abode(:i wanna get a house like that in the near future.larger tho! higher,nice funiture&bigger land(i think i'm a tad too greedy now) had a super long mass there,which of cos was refreshing&took uncle tim's car back with cousin,kim bruce&daniel

MONDAY

had a hard time waking up mannnn! killed for the few minutes i had to pack my bag&rushed down&thankfully the taxi uncle was still there waiting for me(: school was walalalala fun! cassandra is one very free&crazy friend,she like printed&made short portfolios of me&waiteng for pamela(i have no idea whatever for)and actually handed them over to pamela to sign the ahem "contract"

oh & did i mention that 2UNITY were champions for the PW project presentation which took everyone by great surprise! i was chanting to andrea 2loyalty larh 2 loyalty!imagine how awesome a feeling it was when the speakers screamed 2 UNITYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

after that everyone headed to the gym for a weird looking talk,it looked boring so i decided to call zhou lao shi&went to the staffroom to look for her to sign my form tgt with sally,suuuuuqian&andrea.rosalind-sharp eyes-soh caught suqian's fire red rubber&decided to take away sally's brown one too(which we heard as BRA)&she wanted to doubel check on me but i assured her with all my heart that i'mm good girl with the darkest rubberband ever(:

left school,went to eat katong laksa
&knew that fun awaited me at the chalet(:

&we sat there flipping throught
17mag&talking bout bras&such
while you guys sworn over"hot girls"

we're going to fling on 20th nov(:

&after that we're going for
a girl's night in
at audrey's(:

keith.jeremy&bernard too

2006-10-21T10:11:00.000+08:00

2006-10-17T20:29:00.000+08:00

You could say I'm old fashioned

But a circuit snaps when the temperature rises

I'm all consumed by passion

You got my temperature rising

Like El Nin Yo

haven't i always been there for you

all these few years

you've only come talk to me once

after all these years

it's sickening

&it hurts me

alot more&more now

isn't it enough

maybe i cant just keep silent

&offer you hugs alone now

i'm not some mute friend of yours

maybe i'm not much of a

good wise talker

but listening isn't difficult you know

it's always them or whatever

why?

i guess i just dont expect that from you

esp someone i thought i could look up to

i'm not saying you cant break down

you know what

in fact i'm saying you

should try to stiffen up

your seemingly feather weighted heart

&learn to stand on your own feet

more often than not

&please dont give us that

it's difficult&i'm trying

time&time again

i dont want to expect things from you

but i dont want you to do this anymore

to us

i'm fucking afraid i'll snap at you oneday

&i dont wanna do that

really

everytime.everything

makes me boil more & more

&i really dont like this

i know we cant go one like this anymore

i dunno where things wll lead to

maybe oneday we'll find a channel

which fine tunes for all of us

or maybe our connection

will just fizzle & die

it's up to us now

&i hope you're trying

it'd be nice to SEE that you are tho

but all you care about is whether

you have them there

&THEM is certainly not us

far from us

but we are all there to offer the same thing

cant you see

i'm just wanna be here with opn arms

dont make me change

my mind.

Couldn't take the blame.

Sick with shame.

Must be exhausting to lose your own game.

Selfishly hated,

No wonder you're jaded.

You can't play the victim this time,

And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.

If you loved me,

You would be here with me.

You want me,

Come find me.

Make up your mind.

next time find me when you're drunk

cos i'm sick of seeing you

only when you're sober

cos that's not the way

it's supposed to be

2006-10-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY LEXINE(:

YOU'VE GOT SO MANY NAMES

IN THIS BIGGGG HEART OF MINE

&YOU KNOW THAT

BUT COME WHAT MAY

I LOVE YOU<3

HAPPY BELATED BDAY PETER'S MUMMY

hopefully you liked the party your children had for you!

hahaha

sorry i dont make it tho :/

HAPPY BELATED TO AUNTY JOAN TOO(:

hope you liked the party too!

It was the last day for the review of papers(:

which means it was both a good&bad day in all

chinese gave me both expected&unexpected results

paper1&letter writing was unexpectedly better(:

paper2 was baaaadddd

summary was like whao first time i dint get like 2marks

eng was mixed with highs & lows too

compo was a disappointment

tho it was relatively okay

but i wanna write better!

for lit too!

ah math was the mood lifter(:

OKAY NO MORE EXAM/RESULTS TALK!

jeremy misses sleepovers at bernard&audrey's house!

that made me miss those slumber&not so slumber times too( :

it definitely must happen soon

after audrey's o levels or something yes

i dont even know what is it we do there

but it makes us happy

so that'll do

cos we've got each other

food & drinks

oh tv,movies&soccer shows too?

&who sleeps the earliest?

AUDREY haha(:

we love her dont we?

GOGOGOGO

kill o levels

catch that wave

&soon your cool lil wave will be over it

&you'll be on your way to wordly fun!

&oh yes slumber

at the airport

to make spore proud

jeremy i know oneday you'll get married

knowing someone as great as me

wants to give you the honours of planning your wedding(:

so please dont break my wedding planning bliss!

but first thing is

to have share with your lil congregation

amanda(:

bestfriend!

the haze is killing our jogging plans huh

too bad

we've got the fats

maybe tmr we'll see the cats

one our way to jog away those fats!

xoxoxo

SUNSHINE<3

2006-10-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

OH. i love my neat lil room(:

REEKS OF LOVERS&HANGOVERS

you know you love me!

A- You like to curse a lot
B- You like poeple
C- You're wild & crazy
D- You have one of the best personalities ever
E- Damn good kisser
F- People adore you
G- You never let people tell you what to do
H- You have very good personality & looks
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everybody loves you
K- You are really silly
L- You live to have fun
M- One to have fun
N- You are dead sexy
O- You all one of the best in bed
P- You are popular with all types of people
Q- You are a hypocrite
R- Fucking crazy
S- Easy to fall in love with
T- You're loyal to those you love
U- You really like to chill
V- You are not judgemental
W- You are very broad-minded
X- You never let people tell you what to do
Y- One of the best damn gf-bf one could ask for
Z- Always ready

A- You like to curse a lot
M- One to have fun
A- You like to curse a lot
N- You are dead sexy
D- You have one of the best personalities ever
A- You like to curse a lot

ohhhh. nanana(:
HOTTTTTTT
i curse alot?
in my mind i know
but ah do i?
whoops
subconsciously maybe XD

hey world you know something

i got back my tests papers

oh no i mean my EXAM papers):

GAH BAD LARH BAD

chem-17/35(oh fizzle flunked)

physic-18/35(eh mechanically wrong)

bio-27.5/30(ahh JOY to our organs)

geog-48/80(burried by forests)

TSK & i can't believe i studied so much for it

hist-61.5/80(going down in history!)

i think i shld not study for everything

cos the effect is reverse mannnnnnnnn!

seriously like everything!

is it me or what?

i think it's me

something spells weird within my brains

2006-10-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

today was oh lalala tiring ):
but ah aha ah it was sports all the way &all! i've got a lil red cheeked now haha.

BOO BOO! go figure out just what amanda was trying to say there ahaha
it's really easy actually if you're a bimbo
hahah
i dunno what i'm trying to hit at
but oh so much for my happy ending
nat tan is our lil sex goddes(:
HOTTTTCCH
so hot her brains are fried
&everyones resisting her already
boo boo.
well whatever to day was one fun day!
IT WAS GAMES DAY!
which passed of as pretty bad
compared to last years(oh the memories)
we started getting good on like the LAST game
TSK i know
&early in the morning
i couldn't stop talking
i just kept blabbering non-stop
andrea would know(:
hahaha
whoops i hope i dint let at any dirrrrty lil secret
oh &

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN BESTFRIEND

SWEET 16(:

don't do stupid things like cut cake for yourself okay

it's too silly for a big boy like you

haha

(i dont understand the lack of photo)

shit i gotta run!

watch the time go by

2006-10-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

"SPOREANS LACK THE 6TH C"

COMPASSION THAT IS

hell yes!
it's like we've turned onto a perpetual hard-faced

tough cookies huh

we're the ones giving in to the world

which isn't even human

but instead of 'fighting back'

we wave our prissy lil palms

&say ah oh gotta pace with the world*sighsigh*

tick tock no time to rest

i think we're getting used to the very idea of settling in a world where i smile only to my friends

&you keep your smiles for yours kinda

which is pathetic

kinda sad

people think you're annoying when you smile cos you catch their eye

wel no harm right

it's not like i'm walking around with a big wide smile spread across my face 24/7

which makes you wanna wipe it off

WTH i'll continue smiling(to aodrable beings called babies esp,who happen to react pleasantly)

maybe that's why the got had to lauch the 4 millions smiles campaign to get us smiling

nothing against the govt

but well yeah it is kind of a novelty,but dont think it'll last in the long run?

all we wanna do is impress imPRESS IMPRESS!

we get all fine&dandy

keep our manners in sight

one when delgagates come?

suntect's fish&co suddenly has this stunning young man

who cant stop smilling(that's annoying haha)

well but not every single soul is like that

here or there

it's just some action you get to see

or you find yourself stuck with from time to time

i love my fellow sporeans

all the same<3

ON A LIGHTER

MORE CELEBRATORY NOTE (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GODMA!

oh yes it's one b'day after another

well it is oct afterall

haha

2006-10-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

HEY SMOOTH OPERATOR!
You've got a reputation
Well I guess that can be explored
You're dancing with the chairman of the board
Take a ride on my twelve cylinder symphony
But if you got other plans
The purpose of a woman is to love her man

OH HELLO DROOL WORTHY(: IS THIS HOT OR WHAT? say hello to TEDDY JOHNS

i'mma get a casting space in 8TH&OCEAN real soon

ANYWAY,

today was 4 hours of reflection day for the sec2s in school

which was really good(:

it got everyone in tears&a high ride of emotions!

thank you for teachers

who have to take all our crap

&whining

&childish-ness at times

while we're being such calculative creeps

on our part

pin-pointing this&that bout you guys

sorry.forgive?

love my teachers!

lao shi ai ni woRxXzX

it got everyone thinking&listening to what fr simon had to say&i realised all over again how imp people can become once they step in your life and all yeaaah.i knew that i was never this close to my dear fab school friends.BIG or SMALL. so as cliche as this sounds i love everyone whose made me me all the while& also this year(:love is cliche isn't it?

dang!who doesnt know how difficult it is to be a good friend&make a couple of solid friends.i mean like once you look deeper you find out this & that about friendships&yourself don't you.

thank god for friends who can come easy or even come by difficult at times <3

their all i can ever ask for

at suchan adolescent age esp

but i'll never forget the memories we make tgt

&the efforts we put in for each other

neither will i forget the promises nor the plans we make

so i pray i wont throw them all away

throw them all back into the faces of my dear lil angels(:

&of cos family always comes first

i'mma really lucky to have such great parents

don't i?

well not only do they believe in sticking tgt

thick or thin

i thank god that i have a full&seemingly unbreakable family

i know i'm one lucky ass

one way or another with a great family

mummy,daddy,a devilish brother

we make mistakes

but we're trying

to listenn talk&learn

&however lil the effort

it means loads to me!

the years been one great ride

rollercoaster?

yeah maybe

i've got 365 to make the most outta my 14th year

& i dare say i took some chances

&gave some way

but duh i hoped i did more

cos i know there are still some things i haven't let go

&that's for me to know only!

haha

well

friends,families,cousins,classmates,schoolmates,aquaintences,rockerfellas!

i thank you all big&small

oh yes

LOVE LOVE LOVE

great big HUG

gives hope to everyone

no doubt bout that!

No backstage passes

Have a proper giggle

I'll be quite polite

But when I rock the mike

I rock the mike

2006-10-10T10:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED B'DAY DESMOND

YOU KNOW I KNOW YOU ROCK THE MOST LARH(:

SHYLA!SHEILA(:
HAPPY BELATED B'DAY PRETTY!

I LOVE YOU!

DESMOND IGNATIUS BIS!

MERRY B'DAY TO YOU(: THIS ONE'S NOT A BELATED!

2006-10-08T19:40:00.000+08:00

DON'T RAIN ON MY PARADE

YOU'LL NEVER SUCCEED
LIKE A WATERBED
yeah you blow me away

big time

like big farts<3
that sure is our "australian"malay friend

YOU WISH you're the star

RAISE THE ROOF(:
FOR HOOCH&ORGANIC FRUIT JUICES

the pictures paint a thousand words?
not really?
well friday marked the end of EOYS
&there was ordination
so HAPPY ORDINATION GERAD LOUIS(:
so going out after the horrfying chinese paper was AHHH
saw hot guys?
ha
yishun maniac was borned
sooooooooooo many rad&mad things happened on friday
&i haven't had the time to blog bout them all
been out out out!
can't wait for the gig this friday too(:
let's jus say
prank calls
on birthday girls who dont answer their phones
ex-boyfriends who get petty
teachers who dont ans or put don the phones
friends who play along
radio-deejaying
gay hotlines
wishing everyone we see a pretty lantern fest
was one hell of a treat(:

gotta run now!
XOXOXO
pray for love
pray for gifts
BYE<3

2006-10-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

there's just too much that time cannot erase
that's from me to you at least
i don't know about the picture you paint
on your side of paradise
nothing
not anymore
you were there
i thought so
i thought always
i thought that you'd take me,
runaway with me
leave this town
&we could run forever
anywhere
anytime
pleasant or bitter
insane or as sane as can be
hah
i think you are just a mirage now
maybe you were a mirage as always
&i'll be the bad guy now
COS I'M THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU LATELY
i think you never knew

"mugging&exams make you realise where your full potential"
ahh well at least that's what my dear lil vice principal proclaimed(:
well & she used the word EXAMS mugging
well i realised i could cram stuff into my brain real fast at times
studying till the wee wee pee pee hours of the days
i studied a whole week for geog
&one night for history
&geog was shit
while history was like DIVINE
who cares
tnr's chinese
i cant study for it so i shall not try
i'll flunk my summary knowingly
everyone will
but then we'll still scream in delight
at the time's up
and go crazy after that(:
SAKAE!
NYDC!
SPARKLES!
TOPLESS5!
MOVIEEE!
EVERYTHING!

JOY JOY JOY((:

XOXOXO

it's times like this

when i thank god for nice ol' life

2006-10-04T19:52:00.000+08:00

KEEP YOUR HEAD STILL
I'LL BE YOUR THRILL(:

PLEASE DONT LOOK AT ME
WITH THOSE EYES
DONT LET ME KNOW THAT
YOU'RE CABAPLE OF LIES
YOU MAKE ME NERVOUS
I ALMOST CAN'T EAT

LET'S MAKE THIS LAST FOREVER
&EVER

<3sunshine

2006-10-02T16:08:00.000+08:00

LIKE A FLIM WITHOUT SOUND

SWEETEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO A LIL GIRL

I SWEAR I'LL TREAT YOU LIKE A QUEEN

SAY HELLO TO AUDREY(:

OH NO I MEAN BYE BYE TO AUDREY!

COS SHE'S GONE

NEVER COMING BACK

COS SHE'S JEALOUS OF NEIL

SECRETLY OF COS /:

THAT GIRL

YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I WANT(:

SUDDENLY YOU REMEMBER OF THE TIMES

WHEN MISTAKES DINT MEAN A THING

HACKLES MEANT CACKLES

&FRIENDS MEANT THANK YOU

&ONLY THNAK YOUs

SWEETS WERE HEAVEN

&NOT CAVITY

SCHOOL WAS JOY&SONG

NOT EXAMS

EVERYTHING WAS ROSY

&LIPSTICK WAS A FASHIONABLY CRIMSON

I WONDER WHERE IT ALL GONE NOW

*(please dont go away)

2006-09-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

WHERE'D YOU GO?

I MISS YOU SO.

SEEMS LIKE IT'S BEEN FOREVER

SINCE YOUR GONE.

OH IT'D BE NICE TO HAVE YOU

BY MY SIDE AGAIN(:

XOXOXO

AMANDA<3

2006-09-29T20:13:00.000+08:00

hey there you're a rock star(:

say hello to my happily GAY friends!

yesyesYEAAAAAHHHH

joys,laughters,many more pictures.

&teh ping too haha

remember i'm planning your weddings in future

SEPERATELY OF COS

HEEHH HEHHH

hey it's you

the one who told me you missed me(:

WHAT DO YOU GET WHEN YOU HAVE EXAMS?
AFTER LIKE 2 YEARS OFF THEM.
YOU GET CLUELESS
YOU GET STRESS):

HAHAHA.
&THEN YOU FEEL LIKE
TYPING IN BIG CAPS
COS YOU WANNA FEEL
CONFIDENT&BOLD
LIKE IT'S ME AGAINST THE WORLD
&I'VE WON.
THAT'S WHAT I'D LOVE TO FEEL
I FEEL TO LOVE
COS I WANNA FEEL LIKE I CAN ACE
ALL MY PAPERSSSS,
(hopefully)

OH&YOU START
RANTING RANDOM NONSESICAL STUFFS

OH YEAH SCREAMSSSS
OH YEAH
2 papers down 5 more to go!
how nice it'd be if it was the other way around mannnnnnnn.
geog was crap but i guess it's pretty okay?
eng paprt1 was good(good enough)
i wrote about youth retreat((:
you can see i'm not a very confident girl
when it comes to academics

i have never looked foward
to 6th OCT so much before!
everything i read my notes
my mind strayed to post exams
MUST-DOs
&everytime i leave my notes
i strain to recall them ALL
DAMMMMN

i swear after exams
i'm just gonna surrender myself
to what i want(:
&once my dear friends finish o levels
i'mma treat them to something small!
don't mention it
i know i'm BORN SWEET LARHH

i'm drained
&in a weird daze
i think i could faint
exams give you pains
which can be erased(:
you don't know what else to think.

QNS: IS AMANDA A BIMBO
ANS(in unison): NAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
VERDICT: CORRECT!

home econs presentation straight after 2 papers was mad!
reading weird words like marasmus kwashoiro blahh blahh
made me wanna peee okay :/

Went to macs with cassandra,suwenn,matilda,joanne&cheryl
it was a crazy long lunch
which got me really
full on nuggets fries coke
&mcflurry!
oh cass thank you!
you treated ALL OF US
muahhhh.
i got full on laughters
&jokes tooo
we were talking about EVERYTHING
some people were getting horny
oh mannnnnnnnnnnn
suwenn&i
like to eat food
in a weird way which
cass thinks is weird
wahahahahaaa
&suwenn the bimob
had the sudden urge to clear tarys
for all of us!
we all thought that it was
gonna be a nice change
for little miss bimbo
but haha she dropped the tray into the bin(:
&of cos!
i saved it(:
we were creating a din in macs
like it was our lil sanctury away from exams
people were staring
but WTH we're happy
it all rocks to be with them!

if i had to go to the ends of the EARTH
i'll pack them along
so the earth never ends(:

I never dreamt it'd be this way

I've lost any chance for me to say

To say that I miss you, say that I love you

Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come

A life made of memories gone so young

And now I'm regretting all I've done

But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old

Show me a garden that's bursting into life

XOXOXO
amanda<3

2006-09-28T16:32:00.000+08:00

Bye bye love

Bye bye happiness,

hello loneliness

I think I'm-a gonna cry

Bye bye love,

bye bye sweet caress,

hello emptiness

I feel like I could die

Bye bye my love goodby-eye

There goes my baby

with someone new

He sure looks happy

I sure am blue

He was my baby till she stepped in

Goodbye to romance that might have been

oh yeah tmr's exams

EXAMS START!

thanks alot.

but but the start means a step nearer to the end now!

i can't wait to be sooooo HAPPY on the 6th oct((:

let's get through this together

all of us.

i thought we 'd be forever

all of US.

XOXOXO

AMANDA<3

2006-09-26T20:16:00.000+08:00

i can only imagine
how i'd worship you
how much love can do
how love is happiness
for both
YOU&ME<3
POOF!

XOXOXO
amanda<3

2006-09-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

i started my day getting drenched.
not much of an ideal morning but hah the weather's good to sleep.
i got so excited over getting marks that i didn't snooze in class.
marks was ok as i did well for chi (:
poa was shit and maths and chem though above seventy,
was not to my expectations.
like hello? you get that for o's, don't even think of getting As on your slips.
you'd be competing with smart pies from town.
gay thang!

i told darling mummy my marks and she said it was good.
sadly, she's yet to know they do moderate and it may not seem the way it is.
in fact, i've yet to add in certain sections.
but well, I WANT THE PHONE. (and i promise not to lose one anymore)
and i think she could get me the phone almost right away.
ahh i wanna like browse through phones and pick a gorgeous one.
(: pretty manda sista we could flood it with me and you.

i wonder why nice songs have such an unglam word.

dear sheryl had to tag and remind me of cheese cake!
aww i miss that oreo cheese at nydc.
like hell! i don't mind saving $59 and eat the whole cake myself!
ahh greedy girl but it's definitely worth the fats on me now.
ps: sher please steal a slice as you leave workplace. GRINS
(make it two and one for me)

i guess that's the only light in my room to keep me going.

i haven't been living in darkness.

just that i've got many things i wanna remove and add on.
those gifts could go down the bin.
it's easier to forget that way.
now let's say neos and candids of my girlfriends are enough to make me smile.
i realised how i became sucha drama queen.
you see? my fads are performing every now and than.
now my world evolves round pretty girls, it's almost soon that i turn gay (:
-stares at manda with a cheeky smile (too bad fish and jans taken)

it's the pictures that got me asking,
why had you leave?

LOVES <3

-audrey jasintha claire

2006-09-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW

youth walk darlings!

met a small time screen star made new friends made better friends with already friends.get woken up at the weirdest hours! did the coolest things!did the funniest things!have the most fun(:

i loved it

& i want more more MOREEEE.

i have so much more to say about! like the most extraordinary things.

but uh uh i'll do that tmr(:

suspense suspense

i can't take it anymore!

but i'll contain till tmr

night loves<3

XOXOXO

amanda<3

2006-09-24T17:31:00.000+08:00

dark rings, are appearing fast.
pretty thanks to late night studies.
i reach home at twelve to one yesterday,
showered and use the damn com.
i'm pretty pleased to have the lap top in my room,
it's soo convenient and maybe the com in study room,
is practically hogged by dearest mummy!
i couldn't live to know that lexine actually posted such an unglam photo of me.

but i love lexine so

i woke at an extraordinary 2.30pm to bright sunlight,
well, streaming in from that pathetic window that's hardly opened.
it must have been that poster
that i dreamt,
this guy called athan. (like who has a name like this?)
he looked like shan wee and he claims he likes me by sending my a message
i suppose he was beside me
damn too much for a dream.
and i dreamt about sean.(not israel)
that's even worst,
and you're not suppose to call this a nightmare?
i love that window in mah room please.
you're lucky i hadn't shown you the other side of my room
my bed's a pretty queen but hah,
i calculated and i bet half of it's filled with clothes.
it's as if hurricane katrina paid me a powerful visit.
it's nice to turn 60,
have a pretty cake and people around still.
happy birthday uncle basil!
let's say i baked this cake?
maybe i'd be a bad liar.

*tagged victims have to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. specify the gender of the target. tag four victims to join in this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. if tagged a second time, there's no need to post again.
tagger-manda
next victims-readers
target gender-male
points!
1) dimples
2) height
3) dressing sense
4) love me for who i am duh
5) plays the damn guitar and serenade me
6) he's got to be a conversationalist.
7) like make me fall in love again every other day
8) hugs and kisses and surprises.

listen to chlorofoam perfume.
better than a wannabe pornstar who sings in such whiney way
i wonder what's she doing up there last night.
thang

this shows how much the world has changed

When the head of state didn't play guitar,
Not everybody drove a car,
When music really mattered and when radio was king,
When accountants didn't have control
And the media couldn't buy your soul
And computers were still scary and we didn't know every

When record shops were still on top
And vinyl was all that they stocked
And the super info highway was still drifting out in space
Kids were wearing hand me downs,
And playing games meant kick around
And footballers still had long hair and dirt across their face

LOVES <3>
-audrey jasintha claire

2006-09-24T14:29:00.000+08:00

i don't even know what to sing
all i know is that lalalalala means i love you
&i wanna grow old with YOU
all of YOU<3

THIS ONE GOES OUT TO PETER.PARTNER.HOMIE(:

i would have to say that i never thought

that our friendship was likely at all

but oh look where we've come!

he is the one&only cooli-est partner i could ever have okayy

he makes me laugh he makes me smile

&thats not all

peter is a sweet sweet SWEET!

under all the rubbish,humour,laughs&smiles

peter has got a nice soft thankful heart willing to give

oh but peter does have a weakness for hot girls too

HOT EURASIAN GIRLS that is(:

i'm so glad to have peter

i'm so glad we made the choice of being friends

&i jus wanna shout it from the mountain top

&i want the world to know how wonderful it is to have a partner partner like PETER

who could bust a rap for you anytime you want(:haha

i know we have got a long way more

&many more to share

cos i know that i wouldn't throw anything into peter's face!

nothing at all not eggs,not rubbish

& definitely not MEMORIES<3

love our partnersip always!

(i have no idea what's with the spacing)

XOXOXO
AMANDA<3

2006-09-24T01:43:00.000+08:00

it's a pretty 1.42am now.
i have no freaking idea why my fonts are underlined
but hah i think it's cool for a try,
and man today's like what?
band was good today.
damn i should practice my guitar after o's
i can;t lose it cos i'm getting inspiried (:
somebody take the underline thing off!

say hello to sherlyn(:
we're gonna get comfirmed soon so say YAY.lol

i'm pretty excited.
very much.
and getting comfirmed with those kiddos like a dream come true.
i practically grew up with them duh.
sherlyn made my stay a gorgeous one
and sandra's the cute little one who makes me laugh.
i've seen them cry and i remember how larris wet my entire sleeve with tears!
i know how sean counsels (: he makes me smile.
and desmond, living with him in philippines was AWW this guy has a heart!
and anthony shares everything from personal to hmm DREAMS!
biswas's a big brother who jokes and everything but inside everything's warm!
glenn's the inspiring one! he was in my group before and he shares interesting stuffs.
kito is freaking blur but hah my godbrother doesn't fail to amuse with he's WHY ME? WHAT?
and yes the many little gifts around who made my journey an awesome one!

this is how my circle of friends expand.
well i don't mean in material way
but hah they do inspire and i do learn from them!
i may be an emo kid, but i guess those guys understand me (:
when i cry, they smile. i know the number o$f ''tissues'' they provided.
like hah i love you guys! pretty MILLIONS
imagine seeing them when i'm like thirty?
like kick their asses and go HEY BUDDY (knocks knuckles and screams)
man i so love them! mwahh

and since i'm going through this,
i don't know if i should reconcile with that one friend.
well, she's changed.
we were like great buddies during sec one and two.
she was damn ah lian than.
but now? i freaking not know.
i bet we bitch and bite about each other without each knowing.
we had good times that i promised.
but well, we both have our pride (i have PRIDE)
and chances of even being a hi bye friend is so slim.

we've moved our way but if ever our path crosses,
i hope there'd be more.

suddenly,
ant and i are talking about plans ahead (:
hah we're funny.
but awww come to think of it.
i wanna grow old with you guys.

LOVES <3

-audrey jasintha claire

2006-09-23T10:21:00.000+08:00

*tagged victims have to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. specify the gender of the target. tag four victims to join in this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. if tagged a second time, there's no need to post again.
tagger-peter&nessa
next victims-audrey,cherie,manda,enru
target gender-male
points!
1) he has got to WOW me with his amazing words
2) he has got to want me the way i am
3) he has got to have the nicest eyes(to me?)
4) he has got to love me more than anything
5) he has got to listen when i talk non-stop
6) he's got to be a conversationalist.
7) the power to make go jello ALL THE TIME
8) lil sweet surprises here&there get me going

XOXOXO
AMANDA<3

2006-09-23T09:54:00.000+08:00

WAHHH LAHHHHHHHHH
afterall i met up with lexine
DONG DONG LOVELY DONG<3
ytd!we ate pasta mania!
which was SHIOK!
gawddd the lil dish called VONGOLE
it makes your mouth melt too
that dear girl finished her food
lest for the last spoon
&you wanna know the dirty lil secret
behind that miracle?
well it's bec i'm as there!
like DUHH
i'm so happy we had our lil lunch date(:
&we even took neoprints haha
after sooooooooooooooo long
it's weird how i suddenly thought of you
at midnight
&gave you a ring(:
you know i'm great!
well i missed you
haha
it was great
the rubble of our stomachs got the best out of us!
& oh my how much we talked
you're sucha a darling!

OMGG
&lessons rocked ytd
the huge highlight was home econs
cos there was cooking test(:
i loved our food mannnnnnnnnn
&i got fat on it during recess
even VE got exciting
cos of tubular stuffs
a senile old woman
&weird crooked mainland smiles
hahahahahahahahaaa

XOXOXO
amanda<3

2006-09-23T09:13:00.000+08:00

good grief!
the cool exams start the coming week!
& am i prepared?
noooooooooooo
not really?
not at all?
GRRAH
i hope i do GREAT

but i know the post exams
what i'm gonna do more than anything
i'mma scream(:
i'm gonna go mad in town with my friends till late at night
we're gonna wine&dine there
we're gonna prim&pout
at the camera that is
we're gonna run&shout(scream?)
we're gonna shop&never drop!
then a new day starts
GRNSSS*
i'm gonna hit sentosa at least 3 times the coming holidays!
yesyesyes i am
once with andrea shiqian waiteng cheryl&
enru suwenn?
&once the o's are over
i'm going to have my sexy friends
strip down to their bikinis
&tan with me
cos i've waited long enough
for them to tan with me
i bet they'll go nuts
cos it's just this o levels thing!
you know who you are(:
last but not least
i'm gonna complete
&get a perfect tan
with audrey&audrey alone!
yeaaaaaaaaaah man
we're gonna do our lesbian thingies
hahahaha (:
&i'mma gonna shop shop shop
cos i'm saving saving saving now
i'mma gonna look look look around
cos there's so much to see see see
i'm swim my fats away
&jog my fats to x'mas
&get as far as superstar skinny!
i'm gonna eat alot too
the irony!
but hey you gotta have a balance diet ain't you
maybe i'll lose more like that
&can still go around bragging
about how much i can still enjoy the pleasure
of sugar&salt
i'm gonna watch movie
after movie
there's quite a few
on my hit list now
&when i go out too much
&get grounded
which will probably happen
tho it's the holidays
i'll take it in the right spirit
haha
i'll stay home& watch tv
watch E!entertainment on cable
or cool movies on hallmark
&many more.
& speaking about movies
i was SUPPOSED to watch movie(s)
like yesterday
&i was sooooo excited
kindaaaa
but i was crushed
like how maybe the princess&the pea
farted on her cutsey lil pea
&mashed it heart&soul
oh well
&meeting with audrey screwed too
i was looking foward to meeting her
after one helluva week
i missed her
hah but i shall see her in a few hours time
cos she's sucha nice lil ass
that she remembered how much i needed
MR KFC:white beard old man,chee kor pek
so guess what's for lunch then!

looks like i have got
all my holiday plans
mapped out already
nice&clear!
wanna be in my calender?
gimme a ring(:

if only the future was so easy to plan
if only tiny slip ups
wont not jeopardize
good clean plans
hopefully the future would be
bring&brimming
brimming with what?
maybe a nice old pot of gold
with that i could weave it
into anything cool
brimming with LOVE LIFE GOD FAMILY FRIENDS
the world once thought
that friends would never
make it into the checklist
their just people aren't they?
no super powers
no blood ties
no nothing?
i beg to differ mannnnnnnnnnnnnn
their not just people
they are people
whom you know you can count on
through thick&thin
people with almost
one whole same soul in there
people who share
people who care
people who love
people who would take a chance with you
whether you're up&alive
or down&out
people who make you feel
like magic
i'll find a darlin hottie
i would want to grown old with
make me laugh
cry with me
surprise me
crown me a queen
fight with me
but never turn his back on me

i'd learn to love GOD more
deeper,closer,steadier
family will always be kept close to my heart
my parents i will take good care off
andrew i will still look out for
hopefully we still talk as much as we do now!
woohoo
i'll score the happiest carrerr i want
&meet audrey at the greatest food hangouts for lunch
i'll make the sweetest bucks ever
i'll party at the coolest pubs
without having to ever worry
whether i can enter a not((:

but now i'll just dream up a lil dream for ME
like how i always drea a lil dream of YOU

XOXOXO
amanda<3

2006-09-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

aye (:

today was pretty cool
and yes i'm continuing from last post.
went to suntec with mummy
had lunch at fish and co
and yes the service was extremely WOW.
that damn guy managed to persuade my mummy to eat there
and he was smiling like crap i could have thought he's insane.
they kept asking if food's good,
salty?
like omg that's how IMF made people more refined?
i hope they start with LJS at lot one (: and anywhere.
bought clothes as usual but not on a shopping spree please.
(: we managed to control. hah
and yes i didn't bring camera so mummy went like
''why never bring camera? suntec's nice to take pics!''
is that the typical singaporean or what?
she even wanted to take the bus thing they provide.
ahh tourists? maybe suntec is a spot.
and yes i asked her if she wanna take neoprint with me than?
''crazy! you've got so much money you pay for fish and co la!''
guess it didn't turn out convincing that many people are indulging in it.
some go to the extend of taking pictures of everything around.
bet technology made people happier.. damn by millions.

and dear jude,
we've been friends for ten years?
and i'm so glad i'm still able to talk to you so prettily.
how bout me being your wedding planner?
ahh i'd bring in manda too.
we're like what? the best planners please.
no more roses and rings, our's gonna be a DING.
well, guys have pretty much to say about you
but a friend is always a friend. nothing influences it.
you're lucky ass i'm your side (:

the click five (:

and darling fish,
i blogging about you shorty!
haha
and nooo being with fish you see more than SHORT!
i bet darren has seen more than me (:
well who could give a sweet ass away.
she's mah chilli padi ass

and steffy twin,
well we used to be when we're sec one.
we're serious puberty kids who have hots for old guys.
ah i'm not serious but she's an oldie.
i bet guys love her long lashes.
hey pretty babe, get married soon!

daz, my notorious havoc kid
has turned angel in a split second.aww
well (: i love her all the same.
she makes me laugh with her funny tick tag.
and i bet she knows the bible more than me

janice's another shorty,
and her shy character has got me in love with her.
ahh kidding. but she's a nice buddy to bitch and bite.
and the hottest news come from her fast!
aye seating buddy,
how's smelling audrey? GREAT SHE SAYS!

the awesome yummy chocolates <3>

lexine,
the pink lover.
i don;t have to say much cos she knows.
an elder sister she is,
a loving mother she could be.
but hah she's a lazy girl. but i'm lazy too (:

nessa,
help help always do help.
she keeps to herself but well i can see
there's so much more.
but i know she'll never give up
cos she's got beautiful people around her. HINTS*

laurie the big sister figure (:
i miss seeing her on sunday
and yes she's done many to make me feel loved.

and many people but i can't type more
cos i;ve got people peeking through my shoulders.
listen! i hate people peeking when i blog.

welcome to black paradise people (:

loves<3

-audrey jasintha claire

2006-09-22T14:29:00.000+08:00

shalom

my prelims end today (:
and i feel like the luckiest girl ever!
well, not for some people.
dear shuan yen has got final one on monday,
and he's whining to me.
poor thing, guess he's pretty jealous i'm done with mine
and being he's motivator won't help much
cos i've always placed myself down when it comes to STUDIES! grr

going out with mummy later
gonna get a phone! yay!
and i think today's not enough
cos i'm kindda fussy in that manner!
and she's still sleeping so i think i wanna meet manda first (:
i miss her. awww
but ironically,
i do see her every week and i've got many photos of her.
guess blood ties hard to break <3 align="center">

we went through puberty together.

look how much we grew.

we used to like britney spears,

look at how ruined she is now.

we used to cry over toys.

aww that's puberty.

manda panda you're always smelly

but i so love you.

and i've got mixed feelings

it's not that i've lost interest over typical crushes

but hah i just don't feel anything for you,

thus explains my relunctant composure towards you.

let's say i've got no drive now.

and maybe you're just not right.

let's be friends? (damn how do you tell?)

and i hope darling brother will take sch seriously

but duh you spent big bucks and you don't do well?

there goes the future.

you want the car, the house and everything luxurious.

don;t give it up!

you wanna know me better?

try reverse psycology.

LOVEs <3

-audrey jasintha claire

2006-09-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

i should let you love me
cos' i'mma bad crap
i lift you up jus to tear you down AGAIN
it's a slow&steady rush
there's a need for words right now

AMANDA

2006-09-21T14:20:00.000+08:00

say say say people (:

i'm gonna relax today!
tmr's paper gonna be like NO STRESS!

well,

let me show you a perfect picture of pretty awesome ones
let's just say that was before we mugged like shit.
we look pretty crap now!

but we'll enjoy the aftermath.
won't we?

i went for lunch with mengyi.

weird right? but hah we had a nice chat.
and please i think we took like an hour to eat ljs?
coolness babes.
well i believe her darling other half's a sweet person,
only that there's temptations everywhere RAH!
so in summary for better understanding,
guys are assholes (:

but good ones do exist
they lasted for two years and counting
they're already married.
and the remaining asses?hah we're currently bisexual.
sounds sexy? more than that.
and daz will look more radiant since she's got no paper tmr.
i bet she's grinning from ear to ear! (:

how i miss the jogging times,
the breezy wind against my face.
the perspiration and tired legs,
are the results of youthful days.
it's four thirty down my block,
with pretty mengyi and the sun to play.

my ear's unwell, too much of shit.
you see yellow and it smells damn great!
it's been weeks and it hasn't healed.
i hope the sound keeps coming in
for i'd die if i hear no more.

movie tmr, i can't wait.
with manda and friends,
it's always fun.
the boring parts can turn to light,
with popcorns and nachos,
it's worth the weight.
i hope i'd learn to have control,
not forgetting the lians and bengs to love.
no more verbal vomit or the word shudup
for this time i'd give an actual one.

nevermind if you don't get it.
entertain me and all is fine (:

i feel like a silly kid.
and many more...

LOVES <3

-audrey jasintha claire

2006-09-21T00:55:00.000+08:00

hello everybody!
like RAH.
alright i'm just done with revising for sciences and a math (:
it's like twelve fifty now and it's the earliest i've ever gonna turn in.
like WOW. (say WOW everybody!)
i'm not worrying about science but A math?
i hope the questions love me
or i'd be fast to wanna so rip it off.

and aww manda don't worry
it'll never happen.
like duh!
maybe my perfect guy's like
dimples, looks, height, style and all.
hehs

pray friday's movie on too!
like yay!.. finally gonna indulge in luxury.
not that i've been deprived lately,
but i sort of neglected myself.
like as if i didn't exist on this world.
DAMN MANDA GOOD YOUR TEACHER KNOWS IT'S STRESSFUL.
my darling teacher(not exactly mine)tkk,
claims that A math p1 was average. WELL DONE!
i have like very undertsanding HOD teacher for math.
oh well, it's prelims so yeah!

and did i not mention shan wee's hot on radio.
lol
ok i'm being random.

BYE (:

well, all i know is it happens everytime.
the way you look at me..

LOVES <3

-audrey jasintha claire

2006-09-20T17:58:00.000+08:00

WOAAAAH
i'm here
i'm blogging
i'm online
i'm not mugging?
noooooooooo
i had this WONDERFUUULLL plan of coming home early just to mug mug mug nicely!
but dear brother of a tender 8 years of age had to get into a fight&i am helping him write a recount of what happened
hahahaha.
i hope all's to be fine mannn
kids nowadays
they fight over what?
rubber bands?
chairs?
TSK well adults are no better actually

i'm glad my form teacher thinks that the govt education plan for us all is really weirdly horribly stressful too!
THANK YOU for noticing.

my lil school diary:
it's all filled with
1. birthdays(:
2.x'mas to do list
3nice lil words that keep me going
4.work work work
5.what to study when to study what
6.what to do when to do it by
7. recently added EXAM DATES which i cant wait to rip out

i cant wait for friday movie
please be on!
& godma's funny!
audrey&james?!?!
NOOOOOOOO
if it ever happens i'm not joining my house with you man!
heard that AUDREY???

crossed you in hallways a thousand times.

xoxoxo
AMANDA<3

2006-09-19T13:50:00.000+08:00

aye to relaxing.
well, not exactly,
except for the fact that i'm taking a SHORT break from mugging now.
i have tuition later and my day doesn't end there.
gonna mug till early morn like every other night.
surprisingly, less than four hours of sleep each day doesn't kill the jumpiness.

today's Physics was OK ONLY.
i forgot to change my units for a qns
that's damn stupid la!
it's always m drey not cm. DAMN! kill me please.
and A Maths paper was the usual suicide.
i think my brain cells are too lethargic to carry on anymore math.
pray i don't even think about jc
they do pure math please like harder than A Math no?
and i have a negative feeling i'd disappoint myself.
deee stupid tkk
what's up with the average huh?
do that damn paper and tell me if it's average guy. screw!

three more days (:
nevermind that i'd be mugging still till o's
but i'm so gonna slack for at least a day.
like sleep for a whole full day to replenish the lost?
sounds yummy!
and aww i remember the hot guy who smiled at me at giordano (:
that's yummier!

i've got you (:

LOVES <3

-audrey jasintha claire (i settled on claire)

2006-09-17T11:56:00.000+08:00

today's gonna be all mugging.
so wanted to get up like at nine?
and i'm only fully awake now!
grr
i've got like six chapters to study for ss?
it's like damn cool please.
i wonder how this tedious memorising benefits me.
and i've got tuition at like one later.
i could ask him loads of questions whem he come over later.
like maybe i did the whole of o-levels paper.
how proud can that be? (:

watched haunted apartment last night.
was scary at certain parts but overall a touching story.
the ending was dumb please.
and somehow certain parts didn't make sense.
and i did a silly thing
guess was grouchy and pretty annoyed
some people had to laugh annoyingly
and i just went like shut up la!
omg, my bad please.
this is the stupidest thing i ever done that could win me a punch.
thank you!

and i'm really excited for comfirmation
how jorneying so long with so many just gets emotional as you get back trekking.
i remebered how many of them make me laugh and smile.
the warm hugs i receive from all after every sharing,
makes me feel so loved i'm pretty glad i'm alive.
they've taught me in ways
and yes friendships.
there had been times when i ask myself on my way,
''why am i taking the train all the way there?''
well,
this people came to mind.
not forgetting lw.
well, if i've got anything to say on that day
i'd thank like so many for bringing me to where i am.
(if i cry in the process don't give me that smile ok SEAN! hah)
and i love the godma and godpa i've chosen.
i haven't gotten use to calling them yet and i do have the urge to go like aunty dot and uncle tim.
so for now i've remained silent.
only a hug i offered.
but yeah i really think they're awesome figures.
thank you darling godparents. (:

mummy: you look older in spects.
me: ya i know.
mummy: than you'll have to find older boyfriends.
what about those who are in army or Us?
me: that's too old la.
mummy: what about JAMES?
me: kill me please.

my mummy's funny.
i guess she wants to marry me off fast huh?

was i too close for comfort you're pushing me out when i wanted in

LOVES <3

-audrey jasintha

2006-09-17T01:43:00.000+08:00

LIGHTER NOTE(:

though i slept like around 2 ytd
i tried i really tried to wake up EARRRRLY to finish my hist notes
haha.
which well i couldn't
i woke at 7.10
LATE
&headed down to school for some really mad exam
called H-S-K
it's some china thing-ie
it made me feel smart(:
well i am very sure i'm an intellectually inclined lil girl anw
saw shiqian with a jacket AGAIN
an oversized one this time
MAD haha
the before&after effects
of the test made us all high
&i dunno why!
but thank god i have them(:
they know they love me too.

anw the paper did not
teach me anything chinese mannnn
i learnt other stuff like how strong a crokroach can be!
&many other stuffs
i'm sure lexine,christie&nessa
benefitted from my sharings!

i was really having fun
talking so much in cat class
jeremiah was horribly irritating
sameul looked like a speacial kid today
christian marcus&jared were just plain weird
(they can stop laughing at me)'

&phina you can hurry jog back from malacca
i missed you this weekend
i love that funny story you told meeeeee!

attended mass
DINNER(:
i reeeeaaaaally wanted KFC(fats)
&i thought that jeremy or somebody
would kindly eat with me
but we ended up
at our same ol' coffee shop
WHEEE
exciting?
haha
no matter how annoying sean can be
i thank him
for needles&thread
&of cos MEE GORENG
so sweet of you!
i don't praise you always
so take it
in the right lasallian spirit nowwwwwww

darling friends&wardens went for a movie
while i'm stuck at home
with my sleeping beauty brother
he is a B-E-A-U-T-Y(:
who can run 6 freaking rounds with me
while i run my 8
i feel proud
HEEEHH HEEHHHH

lexine,christie&nessa are blast-worthy friends
i swear we NEVER stopped laughing
i know i din't(:
i love the long john silver
sound-a-like sound
the soccer court lamppost makes
WOOHHOOO
cant get it out of my head

i shall name lexine DING
&christie DONG
tgt the primary school bestfriends shall be DINGDONG
nessa was being emo at times again
i shall name her E
&i am MO
tgt we are EMO
hahahahaha

i believe i wanted to play soccer
like join the servers
but i was in uniform):
but then again
maybe it was some people wearing boxers to play
that stopped me
haha people like jeremy&anthony

but i like spongebob boxers
that's why i bought one for peter
with audrey dear
&i know it rocksssss

i run home in less than 2 MINUTES okay
cos i was late
TSKTSK you say

THE WORLD NEEDS TO BE PLASTERED

what's with you
you get me eager&you get me confused
what is it you do
you pull a david copperfield
you make my heart stop
but you think you cant get through
it's a gift&acurse
my heart has yet to figure out what to do

XOXOXO
AMANDA<3

2006-09-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

i'm holding on
waiting for your call
it's simple but i can't explain it

i can never please you can i?
it seems no matter what,
you have an undeniably high expectation out of me
which makes me scream ARGH
you want me to soar in everything
yet you want me to focus only on certain things
weird.
you tell me i'mma sensible child
&you never had to worry
but yet you try to protect me
like the slightest sentence from anyone
other than you would break me
haha funny.

you said it yourself
that if i were a goody-two shoes
i can do WHATEVER i want
HAH of cos i could
cos whatever a goody-two-shoes girl wants to do
would be something that fits the mould
&is well strategically correct
isn't it to you?
sometimes i wished
you'd pay more attention to feelings
or even pay attention to feelings at all
rather than what's safe to do
yeaaaaah
when i cry
you tell me it's wrong to cry
when i keep things to myself
you tell me it's bad
when i dont voice out what i feel
you press me to
press me like hell
becos...i dunno why
you like to listen to obvious answers
for questions
don't you?
you bang at my door
till it scares me,for no reason
but i understand that you do it in a moment of wrath
&thinking back it's actually okay really

&i don't believe in
turning my back on everything we have
i don't believe in
talking back to you anymore
since 3weeks ago
i barely said 3 sentences while you yaked for an hr
i tried to make a difference but you don't see it
why?i dunno.nevermind

you said you missed my hugs&kisses
i'm giving them to you everynight now
i tried to tell you the truths
but you shut me up
being truthful hasn't made a difference with you has it?
now what?

no achievement gets an obvious appretiation from you
but a failure gets all of your attention
hah
thank you thanks alot :/

i don't need you to show huge signs of appreciation for me
but i don't need you to
like what?
dress me down too
it's like bringing me up
just to tear me down
which is not very nice by the way

anyway i just want you to be happy okay
hopefull happy when you see me happy
doing what i'm happy with
knowing that that's what i'm all glee about
&already talking it through with me
i'm not gonna give up on anything
it feels like it's time&time again
yet i might try to leave it all behind
i know tmr's a brighter day now
it will be cos
of the love of a mother's
&the love i can have for my mother
which is really AMAZING
SPECIAL
PRETTY
SWEET

now i just need to figure
how oh how do i get through you
what more what more do i do?

THANK YOU <3
XOXOXO
AMANDA.

2006-09-15T15:02:00.000+08:00

mummy: do you have a boyfriend now?
me: NO! (i've been mugging like hell pls)
mummy: you mean you've got no guy friends at all?

something has got into adults nowadays
they're starting to crack silly jokes
and i caught her laughing to herself.

have you had the nostalgic feel just by looking into a person's eyes?
someone you know nuts about.
sometimes it makes me wonder.
no i meant that particular one
or i'd probably know the whole world now.

eight more weeks to O's
how much i want it to end contradicts the fact that i want more time to mug.
nevertheless, ending earlier would mean

thicker hair
more time to shop
more gossiping to come about
a job to add on to resume
kiss my bitches loads
DREAM (:
have the benefit of taking a plane and buy loads of things
sleep (i lost too many)
put on like five kg (i wouldn't mind pls; i miss yummy food)
to start to worry as my designated dream comes mid-dec early-jan

i wanna turn back time, be a little ten and pull manda's hair.

LOVES <3

-audrey jasintha

2006-09-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

this is one old photo that i have you(:

&ahh yes i wanna grow old with you my dear fiancee

i love you loads

you're somehow imp in my life

&i can never find the reason why

maybe it's cos you're there when i need you?

maybe it's cos you always have something to say?

you always think i'm mad but you go along poo poo(:

you're a pillar of support i can count on

you're one of my loviest friends,i could really do with

ALOT ALOT NEVER TOO MUCH(:

you keep me grounded when i'm too whatever

thank you for you!

a fiance like you is never easy to find

GOSH i can get high with you emotionally and get high with you with all the sugar,spice&everything nice!

i never think of how imp you actually are to me

until that saturday when you dint & so yarrr

i wanna stick with you through thick&thin!

i'll be there for you

these 5 words i swear to you

i wont get pissed by nothing&walk away!

i would like to give you hugs at the right time

&let you cry alone at the right time

you'll always be my lil droplet of water

like a droplet of hope

that's enough to keep me going(:

i'll plan your wedding for you!

you come for mine&you'll get a surprise!

you know something terence cao this chinese sporean guyis actually HOT

XOXOXOX

AMANDA<3

2006-09-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

OH YES SHE'S OUT(:
ALL HAIL VOTERS!

i know that audrey would very much like to say this too!
so would lexine nessa dora sandra!

hahaha

XOXOXO
amanda<3

2006-09-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

EMO EMO POTATO SACK DAYS
(WHATEVER THAT MEANS)

SCHOOL'S been great okay
but the after-school mock papers kill all life in me.
&i walk home like a day light zombie
bus stop stands become like some super thing for me!
like solace,comfort
haha
it reminds me of how we YOUTH -WALKED
from clementi to hougang
&EVERYONE paced up and killed for bus-stops!
i need math tuition
but it's always getting cancelled
GAHH
i swear my micro bits of GOOD brain cells would all be killed
by the end of all academics
cos my academics are LOUSY poo poos
i pray i dont get dysfunctional
&you can sue me
if i dont scream after the last paper
like the minute "TIMES OUT" is screamed
i'll SCREAMMMMMMMMMM too(:

i cant wait to gobbled
discounted pasta with audrey tmr!!
i missed her!
like rocky mountain nuts!
maybe we'll do this like EVERY friday.
i need to destressed
&who else better to destress with(:
that's why i'm singing my wedding song
with AUDREY.
no i'm not singing TO her
i'm singing WITH her
to our HOTTIES
you know it'll happen

WATCHING SI now!
SHIT jasmine-boring-cannot make it-like-to-show-off-fats
is LOUSY
i dont know her all
but she's not tv material
she's boring
does boring=entertainment?
NOOOOOOPEEEEE
even a baby knows that
fans of HER
strive to not be blind
thank you
she does not hold onto her crowd
cos she strikes weird expressions
on camera
i do not find her able to be natural
dear girl
watch yourself on TEEEEVEEE
&absorb reality
so you would humble yourself
&know that you dont belong to SPORE IDOL(:
you're a bit sweet looking
but you're not pretty
heart-stopping pretty
heard that jeremy?
haha

GO HOME LARHH&DO SOME SLIMMING AD WHEN YOU SLIM DOWN THAT IS(:

hardy's strong good controlled voice makes me jump(for good)
jonathan=SEXAYE EVERYTHING
HARDY&JONATHAN -TOP2!!
JONATHAN SPORE IDOL 2(:

i pray to the stars&moon that jasmine gets out
it's only right
&would finally bring justice to the show!

*jascintha can stop being seductive

amanda judges but doesn't vote
haha CRAP

I'M WAITING FOR THE RESULTS!
HOW UN-NERVING!

XOXOXO
AMANDA<3