Tuesday, October 17, 2006
You could say I'm old fashioned
But a circuit snaps when the temperature rises
I'm all consumed by passion
You got my temperature rising
Like El Nin Yo
haven't i always been there for you
all these few years
you've only come talk to me once
after all these years
it's sickening
&it hurts me
alot more&more now
isn't it enough
maybe i cant just keep silent
&offer you hugs alone now
i'm not some mute friend of yours
maybe i'm not much of a
good wise talker
but listening isn't difficult you know
it's always them or whatever
why?
i guess i just dont expect that from you
esp someone i thought i could look up to
i'm not saying you cant break down
you know what
in fact i'm saying you
should try to stiffen up
your seemingly feather weighted heart
&learn to stand on your own feet
more often than not
&please dont give us that
it's difficult&i'm trying
time&time again
i dont want to expect things from you
but i dont want you to do this anymore
to us
i'm fucking afraid i'll snap at you oneday
&i dont wanna do that
really
everytime.everything
makes me boil more & more
&i really dont like this
i know we cant go one like this anymore
i dunno where things wll lead to
maybe oneday we'll find a channel
which fine tunes for all of us
or maybe our connection
will just fizzle & die
it's up to us now
&i hope you're trying
it'd be nice to SEE that you are tho
but all you care about is whether
you have them there
&THEM is certainly not us
far from us
but we are all there to offer the same thing
cant you see
i'm just wanna be here with opn arms
dont make me change
my mind.
Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
next time find me when you're drunk
cos i'm sick of seeing you
only when you're sober
cos that's not the way
it's supposed to be
HEART OF WORSHIP}
8:29 PMâ¥
