Saturday, September 09, 2006

i'm totally pissed jasmine tye got in.
whats up with people loving fat arms
her singing's boring and so cliched.
nothing special for an idol.
hear bianca ryans,
than those silly supporters could join me to boo tye.
and i'm so gonna miss paul twohill's tv charisma.
he's very adorable, owned and sweet rendition.
nevermind he sucks sometimes,
at least he makes sg idol interesting.
hard gay is gone from sg idol now.
no more silky hair and goofy moves.
maybe this time the judges should crack jokes,
than that can cover the too-very-serious other contestants.
maybe not, ja could kill me with her silly vinci.
i love jon and hady.
they shall be in the finals (:
and yes i could have gotten tics for finals
but twohill's out.
and yes if jasmine gets in,
PEOPLE BOYCOTT THIS DAMN IDOL THING.
you don't even vote to keep twohill.
shut up audrey.
thank you.
hah
well it isn't easy mugging like shit for a week's holiday.
i mean like HAH! aren't you suppose to relax? enjoy?
well damn, maybe it's all ruined.
i hadn't had a good meal through ten years of education.
the supposingly brighter future had caused me to lose thousands of hair.
all the heavy indulgence and sinful food are etched from my mind.
no longer memorable, that is FORGOTTEN.

alright now,
maybe i shouldn't complain and whine like a bitch.
i may jeopardise my studying spirit and flunk like shit for prelims.
anyway, very soon i'm all up for my diploma.
not that i know i'd get in but what the hell,
i'm just being positive (:
than again wouldn't it there be even more stress after pre-u
the peers from bosses and annoying colleages?
ok shut up audrey,
don't think so much!
Laurie has flown,
just this very early morn.
i couldn't send her off.. sadly
but hey i'll so miss her and she'll definitely be in my prayers.
my darling sister has inspired me in many ways,
she do even bigger things this time (:

like hello nessa (:
bye nessa/
and i think studying kills so many cells i'd prob die faster.
well you can't compare to those to carry books to and fro to sch.
like hello?
it's already prelims.
textbooks are a nono now. it's more of tys and many more tys.
well, maybe i don't understand the smarter ones
i'm dumber you see
while some people study and do excellently well.
i have to put in thrice that effort and score fairly well.
groans

this explains that weird smile
and really lethargic look-contradicts
not forgetting the uneven shoulders
pretty shagged from those heavy bags,
yes loaded with tys and many more tys.

and i missed lw's outing today
i've got granpa's dinner
but hey guess what my parents pushed it to tmr instead.
too late.
hey peter, i'm sorry
we'll have another (:
this time prob more places. yay!

i have the perfect couple here (:
they'll marry please!
my minds covered with books
so i've stop thinking where're my good guys went.
nevermind that good guys are
nil for a now.
maybe, until they stop breaking my heart.

oh and did i not tell you?
since the good guys are nil
so i think i'd change my mind for now.
i'm curently bisexual,
having a secret affair with manda lps.
though being attached to a cousin sounds EWW,
you have to thank the awesome assholes for the change of heart.
besides, bisexual sounds SEXY.
hard gay is so very cool too!
ok i'm totally kidding,
i don't want manda to have girls wooing her.
HAH
i thought about you manda!
maybe myself too!
man i wanna so grow old with you (:
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-jasintha audrey
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