i so love my family to the tiniest if bits. thank you for everything you've given me. love,care,concern,sacrifices,truth,talks,encouragement,chances,growth,scoldings,shelter,protection.

thanks for the good times.thanks for the sweet times.thanks for the joy.thanks for the bitter-ness.thanks for life.thanks for the kisses.thanks for the hugs.thanks for the affirmation.i'm really surprise that you guys find me sensible cos i never thought you do&i've realised that however much you guys nag the underlined message is love,so if you guys show it that way i'll just take it! i realised that at my tender age of 14 you've already allowed me many many things.thankssss(:

next time everytime you nag.

i'll tell you i love you.

hello audrey.i know you missed me,i missed you too at times during the camp yeaaahhh.i thought about all the friendships i have&the one i have with you is INEVITABLY the strongest!

i'm like speechless now cosi dunno where to start dear girl.maybe it's cos we grew up together?maybe it's cos we grew up believing the same stuffs&going through childhood tog? hmm well that maybe why we even got to know each other,i mean we're cousins.but nowadays do all cousins remain this freaking tight,NOOOOO. & i'm really so glad that we're remained so tight haa.i'm so glad we always gave a thought about our friendship.i'm so glad that i have YOU.you're like honey to the bee.whatever i have to say is gonna be an understatement alright,but maybe the world should just know that which ever new friend i make,audrey still remains the most important&i can totally tell her EVERY single thing,even the weirdest thing i feel that maybe no one else would ever,when i feel like the most fucking freak i can just tell it to her comfortably,she'll probably feel the same way too!

hahaha

&they say many fights made the friendship stronger,but this is one that is really deep without any HUGEEE fights whatsoever.i don't want or need a fight for us to love each other more.

I LOVE YOU.

P.S. when are we going swimming next?

DEAR BROTHER(: WO AI NI.

you're like the coolest younger brother one could ever have!you listen to all the rocking music&think cooly ok!you play good soccer&you hit it off well with everyone! drums cool-ey all too.you can continue learning from keith&whoever else,just don't learn how to talk to yourself(:

thank you for you.you're only a child like 8 years of age but ahh we seem to have no generation gap(: we can talk bout many many things every night till you're chased to bed&we so rock the house down when no ones home hehehe.i think the neighbours are gonna complain soon.cos we make so much noise screaming,singing&laughing.

without you i'd have grown up a lonely child at home&never had the chance to have a lil boy in my life,i'll be kinda clueless bout stuffs&looking after you makes me a better person(:

LEXINEEEE!well i sit here&realise how great it has been to know you since 3,4 years ago,how important you&our friendship is, how much i love being your friend,how much i'll need you always near.you're like punk rock partying away at the seventeens' parrrrty.

sorry i cant go):

i love you for taking the first step of talking to me the first time we met man!&the rest of how our friendshp got further just really rocks like alot.i know i can always meet up with you whenever i need someone to talk to,or when i'm bored after school(:

thank god for you.thank god you're always there.thank god you live jus a stone's throw away!

hey fiancee dear.thank you for everything,thank you for being there for many things.countless fun moments we have had these few years.many times when you've been there for me.sometimes things go on sweetly but sometimes things get bad.but&no matter how difficult&how much you;re trying to open up to us,we'll wait,i know i will.

i just cant bring myself to like hate you

instead i just wanna be there for you.

i wanna be a true friend to you,i hope you get what I mean(:

phina wina minaaaaa(:SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT&say I LOVE YOU.

you're like really great okay.sometimes one sec you can be really mean&suddenly you're so nice to me haha.CRAZY(:

not every friendship can last all this well but you are so great you're like some outlet for me to vent vent vent for hours!i like how i always wanna be truthful with you about everything&anything.small things&big things!i like how you tell me many things!how you tell me how we think differently,no matter how different it can get haha(:

the foolish things

i'd do without my girls

-amanda<3