Monday, August 28, 2006

i'm feeling totally ecstatic
cos janice broke me a wonderful news (:
just last week i was like
'' hey jans, ming should be with nathan!''
and today jan went like
'' oh drey, so don't cry but they're going on a DATE!''

bite me this isn't real.
lol
man my heartthrob's going out with a hot chick.
COOL (:
i'm so not very upset (i thought i should ha!)
cos i don't go for younger guys at 16(maybe when i'm older)
unlike for some ugly twang of a stick.
but hey, congrats pretty and handsome.
it's so perfect <3
and to those pathetic wet blankets
you're naive
you're so wrong
maybe if you've got the guts to go up there
get the chance for fame
i'd firmly allow you to comment.
pathetic wannabes

ROARS
i got dumped by a 21 year old guy
...
naw kidding
it's not even DUMPED darling!


i've lost some i've gained more
not that losing her was worth it
but hey,
looking at her now there's nothing beautiful to comment
it's only her flaws i see
i don't know if she's changed
i don't care who she mixes with
she left church like two years ago
had a fling with sean before that
and him breaking up with her prob killed her heart.
had boyfriends i couldn't count.
rumoured that she's a freaking smoke addict.
hell,
i did my best to bring her for class.
held her so tight it became so much a burden.
i forgot how she smiled
i forgot how off-tuned she always sings in church
i forgot her lame jokes
i forgot everything...
the only thing i did was pray for that pretty girl
who showed me many things
how she made me cry
how she made me laugh
the presents she gave on birthdays
and the camera whoring sessions we always had.
ps: i still do love you my darling friend
maybe i forgot the face.


''i'll wait!''
that's so chliched for a guy to say to a girl.
everytime they don't
it's bluff
it's all an act.
maybe next time use
''i wait till the next girl i fall for''
thank you guys.
rock on!




somehow knew you were the missing piece (:


LOVES<3


-jasintha audrey